Time is running out..

Time never waits for man. The longer we wait, the shorter the time we have left for anything else.

Its something like a reality show called "UNANIMOUS". The contestants had a million dollars on the table. And the only way they can all get out of the game and to escape all the terrifying tests and stunts in the show like sleeping on a nail bed or watching a scary movie and count the number of clowns, was for them to all vote for one person to walk away with the cash. The problem is that the amount of money drops at a constant rate and the longer they take the lesser of the 1 million bucks they will stand a chance to walk home with.

Our lives are slowly ticking away. Second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, month by month (OK... you get the idea im sure). And we sometimes dont see that. We always think we have tomorrow to do what we ought to do today. For example, i have a practical exam to study for, which holds a certain weightage on my percentage for my final marks, and i just wasted the whole evening watching tv and watching gossip girl during advertisement segments. And now, im more or less a little worried. But by me posting this blog would actually caused me to procrastinate and perhaps study tomorrow and before i know it its going to be saturday morning and i will be standing infront of the tester not being able to answer the questions which im kinda over confident about as i do conduct strength training myself. HELP. Oh i pray for the Lord's mercy.....

Time is really running out and im not sure how long anyone can hold on for anything anymore. As vague and general and random as this may sound, its kinda true.. Like for my grandma (we call her Ah-Ho).. She is dying from terminal liver cancer and she is so thin, i do not even dare to hug her as im afraid my MUS-CLES (pronounced as MAS - KELS) might do her some harm. She has jaundice and she mumbles when she talks. The only thing i can do is to tell her in her ear how much i missed her and thought about her and how much i love her and also while being closely monitored on CCTV by my uncle who hates christ, how much she needs Jesus and to ask her to call upon HIM to profess him as Her Lord and personal saviour. Time is running out and we are always on standby. As strange as it may seem, although my grandma and i are close as we used to spend loads of time together, im feeling quite peaceful about the fact that she will be going soon. To heaven or hell, i really do not know. But the Lord knows her heart. But We knows shes too stubborn and she only believes in herself. Sighs. TIme is running out Ah-Ho!!! Call upon our Lord to save you before its TOOOOO late! We believe that our grandpa is in heaven too, ever since he passed on in 1990. He died with a smile. HOW amazing can that be! He cant be smiling if he saw the angel of DEATH or if he saw the fallen angels or if he had to face the Lord's JUDGEMENT!! So we believe he went to heaven and he's in the arms of Abraham even as we speak. Oh Lord have mercy on Ah-Ho.. we all love her so much..

Sometimes i wonder why my uncles and aunties do not want us to pray for her and for her to accept christ? THEY know that one can only go to heaven through CHRIST alone. So if they really loved her wun they also want her to go to heaven as well? So much for love right. So cliche. so conradicting. so sad.

Well time is ticking and we ought to check and examine ourselves. Do we have something we want to say to that special someone? Or even to our family memebers telling them how much we need and love them? Or apologising to a friend whom we have mistaken or to forgive one who had done wrong towards us? Tomorrow might be too late. What if we thought that things might not turn out to be what we expect them to be and we just wait for another day, or hour or minute or second? If might also be too late then. Even at this point of time im wondering whether i might get a chance to even post this. What if something happened to me just before i hit the publish button? Would you then regret not telling me? or apologising to me or something?! Then whenever you thought might be the ideal time might then be already tooooo late.. to late for regrets, too late for apology, to too late for a brand new beginning... Time is really running out and the worse part is that i detected 3 White strands of hair.. CRAP!