A Renewed Spirit

Its been awhile since I have felt this way. Its nice and fuzzy. Clean and Pure. Filled with so much fun and laughter. Filled with so much hope for tomorrow. Its been awhile since i have experienced "Non-bickering" Conversations. Finally I can speak my mind and not worry what others might think about me. I feel very comfortable and I can just be myself.

"Truly Lord I thank you for all your mercies that you have showered upon me and for so many blessings bestowed on someone as low and unworthy as me. I thank HIM again for answering my prayers and I want to confess the many countless times where I grew weary and in a way lost sight and lost faith in our ALMIGHTY Lord. Thank you Lord for always being so gracious unto me and the only thing I can do is to live my life well pleasing and with much service for thee."

A chapter in my life has finally closed. Now i can sleep in peace knowing that I have done the best I can and yes if its not HIS will, I DO NOT want it also. Truly by praying and knowing the Lord through HIS Word, We pray according to HIS will and not our own wants and desires. Praying and after God's own heart. Yes People may talk, But thats what they do when they have nothing better to do but to poke their noses everywhere rather than looking themselves in the mirror and realising that if they talked about themselves, it would actually be more interesting after re-opening their cupboard full of skeletons. That would be nice. Dont bother trying to open my cupboard cuz theres nothing you are going to find there. Why not we open yours and perhaps something interesting might happen. Try me. Please. I WILL CONFRONT YOU. And you will not get away so easily (whoever you might be =) ). But more importantly, people shouldnt do that. Especially if they are God's people. So piss me off. IF Still waters does run deep, dude, i run even DEEPER =).

I believe that this is the Lord's will and i find peace in the many decisions I have made. The Lord works in wondrous ways and just when you least expect it, HE blesses us with so much. Overflowing Blessings from above. Now this and you, i will not let go. Not now Not ever. Promise promise. Always always.