In Memory of you

I have decided to move my blog and keep it more updated! *fingers crossed*

You can catch me @

theburnttoast.wordpress.com

Countdown to day of departure.. Leaving all these behind and awaiting what the future might bring. Cheers MATE!

YAY!

Refreshed! =)
Praise the Lord for He is good! I wanna thank the Lord for helping me in my student visa application. So many obstacles I faced through this ordeal of awaiting my reply from the uni, awaiting reply from the aussie embassy as well as the application of my visa.

Thank the Lord for the comfort He has sent through His word as well as the Godly counsel from ministers, loved ones and friends! Trully when the Lord opens door, we cant close them. Thank the Lord for Rev Stone and for his family's kind hospitality. Thank the Lord for HE is good. =)

Ok time to stop procrastinating and read my journals! And i believe my proposal is in HOT SOUP! ARGH! *Disappears*

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You broke my heart by not telling people the truth. By not standing up for us when you had the chance to and not having the air cleared and now people think they know the REAL story and they assume the problem lies with me when it actually lies with "E D". Well so be it. *shrugs*

Is this how strong your love is toward me? The love that we fought so hard for and put in so so so much effort and time to build despite knowing it was hard for me to make a commitment again to anyone? It was hard for me to commit, but i did it for you. Cuz i wanted you to be happy. And thats what matters issit it?..

THIS makes me really upset, to think that you could only love me when times were good and our journey was smooth sailing. But now that theres a big storm and waves get choppy and every second of unrest seems like eternity, with not a ray of hope in sight, you decided to jump ship and let me drift all alone to brave it myself. Well perhaps, that to you is love. If its so, then thank you.

=”’( *Turns away*